A NEW POST HOOOORRAY!!

its been...hmmm a month or so but i still dont know how to do this blogging thing. like posting and adding friends and such...lmao 'and such'...ahahahah

Hamilton was awesome, got to spend time with j-mack and eya which is rare now a days but when we do the time not seeing each other doesnt seem that long. But i still dream about the original 4th spare hangin out together...complete. Its so often that whenever we hang out atleast one person is missing. Its fun but i rather have all of us present. I thought that everythings gonna change after highschool, and i was proven wrong time and time again. I hate being wrong. Its gotten better in my opinion. I didnt believe in this friendship lasting but these guys made me believe that it doesnt really matter how far the distance and how long we dont see each other but the dynamic between us will still be there.

Im really thankful to you guys for making my life better...lmao right. But seriously my life would probably be so platonic without you guys that having none is better. We all are so different from one another that it makes me wonder how we all get along. But i think our similarities are much more stronger. Laughing at random stuff that seems inappropriate and juvenile is the best. One look and we bust out laughing, or we just get it. Sometimes i think i can pretty much sense what you guys feel more than my own. We can just be in one room and do nothing and be satisfied. Just thinking about the memories makes me just smile and look forward for some more.

We often joke about being in our 80's and doing food runs and such. But thinking about it, it will prolly happen. No doubt in my mind that its inevitable. IT HOW WE ROLL...betch!

You guys know how i feel and i dont need to publish it. But what the heck...I Lowyou guys

Crazy Waiting

It has been crazy full of ups and downs lately. Just starting to be comfortable having a roommate but this will change soon. Never had a roommate before so this situation is new. Another thing this living myself is very new too. So this is gonna be a challenge.

My friend decided to go back home...to his home. Because we started living at the apartment at the same time and im jsut getting comfortable with the idea, its kinda hard to adjust yet again. I m actually happy for him and really supportive but sometimes i get selfish and only think of myself.

It has been a blast while it lasted. We became much closer and im happy that it happened. It has been a roller coaster ride with all the shit we've done but i wouldn't change anything. things happen for a reason, or don't really necessarily need a reason but it just happens. either way i had a blast. lmao

Ill be fine i guess this will teach me how to be by myself for a while. I thinks this is gonna be good learning opportunity for me. I guess im just having a late separation anxiety. lmao in addition too fear of change. Im a mess.

See ya later dude! *knuckle peace*
it has been fun